As for possibilities, i think i really like this kid and i dont know if he likes me....haha its so high school...
and speaking of illusions, i tell myself that we are going on a date, and we sort of are, he asked me to hangout and i suggested a movie and he said that was cool, but when i asked if it was a date, he said he didnt know, so whatever i am confused, eventhough all of that is probally in my mind...i think i am slowly going crazy...well thats enough of that i suppose
As for Travis, i still really like him alot, and i deffinitly dont think he likes me even in some small amount in the back of his head. The other day after school i was standing with jay and he walked past and they said hello to eachother and as he walked away i said "god i love him"..of course i was exaggerating like i always do....and apparently i didnt realize how loud i had said it because he turned right arround and looked at me and i deffinitly think he heard me. So now, in my head he deffinitly hates me and thinks that i am stalking him...so as much as i like him, i feel like ive ruines things.
Oh well this is the story of my life.
Big ups to the LI Bands who have finally made it.....
Taking back sunday...amityville
The Prize Fighter....Pete is from Bayport!!!
and many many more.....
Heres an emo song that i love from dashboard called handsdown....i am such a dork!
Breathe in for luck
Breathe in so deep
November 16, 2003 10:51 PM PST
Jesss! Best friend!! I love you. Hmm I wonder who the lucky guy will be :) I just noticed, we think a lot alike. Well, I love you and it's late so goodnight my darling! :)
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